As I sat watching the Olympics this year, something was different in my heart. This year I thought about all of the training that each athlete must have gone through to get to this point. The hours of training, the amount of time spent just in one day that they must dedicate to their sport, the number of sacrifices they must have made. Normally, I just watch in amazement like these people are not completely human. But they are. They are no different than me in our make-up as human beings. There was something different about them though...I just couldn't put my finger on it. What is so different about these people? Why do they get to go to the Olympics and I don't? The very clear, simple answer is this: they train for it and I do not. Beyond this though, the conclusion that I came to is this: the difference between them and me is that they are focused on a goal and are working towards it and I am not. Excuse me, was not. Here is how God has changed my heart, starting with these thoughts about the Olympics...
As I sat there thinking about these things over and over, another thought came to my mind: God gave these people the same amount of time in one day as me. What am I doing with it? NOTHING. The answer was nothing. I couldn't help but sit there thinking I am wasting the precious time God has given me. Facebook, Candy Crush, texting friends about nothing meaningful, and the list goes on and on. God convicted me and I knew that something needed to change. For me, that meant deactivating my Facebook page. That was the biggest time waster and it needed to go.
Beyond that, I knew that God has a purpose for every one of us, but that I was probably making it much more difficult than it had to be. I was so much more important than anything else. Me first. Look out for number one. Oh, what pride! If I was going to be used by God in amazing ways, then I had to lay myself down first. The lyrics to Chris Tomlin's song Lay Me Down put it perfectly.
With this heart open wide
From the depths, from the heights
I will bring a sacrifice
With these hands lifted high
Hear my song, hear my cry
I will bring a sacrifice
I will bring a sacrifice
Chorus:
I lay me down I'm not my own
I belong to you alone
Lay me down, lay me down
Hand on my heart this much is true
There's no life apart from you
Lay me down, lay me down
Lay me down, lay me down
Letting go of my pride
Giving up all my rights
Take this life and let it shine
Take this life and let it shine
Chorus:
I lay me down I'm not my own
I belong to you alone
Lay me down, lay me down
Hand on my heart this much is true
There's no life apart from you
Lay me down, lay me down
Lay me down, lay me down
Bridge:
It will be my joy to say Your will Your way
It will be my joy to say Your will Your way
It will be my joy to say Your will Your way always
If you'd like to take a listen, here's the song:
Anyway...all this to say that the Lord will do what He pleases, but when I put Him first instead of myself, He is able to accomplish so much more! The next few entries in this blog will be about amazing stories that happened because God was first and was working through me! Until next time...
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